You are just living for yourself, it would be easy to feel lonely and restless in feeling useless. Then deliver your heart of concerns that had not been proven, but that has certainly put back your life. Involve yourself in the association tomorrow and a good job, which seeks to improve the feeling of your neighbor, ... and then notice how the breadth of his heart, and your laughter crispy.
Do you remember going to a time where you used to be very easy to laugh about things that are simple, cheerful hasten to do what you do, laugh when you get up from falling, and ignore the scorn of others because you are more interested in returning to the family and a sincere friend and support you?
Busyness for encouraging your neighbor, will bring peace in the sense enough without keeping anything. And you will not feel deprived, though did not have to be proud of by others. Hopefully with him, the Lord make you peace with yourself, the humble and grateful with the dibaikkannya rezekimu.
And may the Lord establish your happiness in life is long and full of blessings.
Aamiin
